IMAWANOKIWA

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IMAWANOKIWA is a song released on November 10, 2019, featuring Hatsune Miku.

Background[]

IMAWANOKIWA is track no. 4 in Sleeping Pink Noise.

The black haired girl's name is Imawa-san (いまわさん) which was confirmed in iyowa's twitter post about #いよわガールズグッズ化選挙

Meaning[]

The song is about the mother (Imawa-san) mourning about her child who passed away.

Lyrics[]

※ Translation by Spicy Sweets, with edits by Violet

Japanese	English
ドラマを見るのが好きだった	I liked watching dramas
甘いハッピーエンドに浸っては眠るのが好きだった	I liked falling asleep immersed in their sweet happy endings
窓から差し込む光とそよ風が朝を教えた	The bright light shining through the window and the breeze taught me what mornings felt like
布団の中さえ冷えていた朝に	I spent my cold mornings in my futon
誰にも会いたくなくなって太陽を睨んでいた	not wanting to see anyone anymore as I glared at the sunrise
結露越しの街に白い翼を見たその四肢を見た	I saw white wings above the town across the foggy glass, I saw those limbs
間違いなくあなたは私の天使だ	You are unmistakably my angel

甘いエンジェルヘイロー	I looked up
仰いだ哀れなサクリファイス	at your sweet angel halo, a pitiful sacrifice
幸福の定義さえ覆るほどに綺麗なその瞳に	Those eyes beautiful enough to turn even the definition of happiness upside-down
全てを奪われた	took away everything
もう嫌んなったの全部今はひたすらあなたと	I'd come to hate it all. I felt that now, I earnestly want to
もっともうちょっと居たいなって思った	be with you for just a little longer
暗いほうは見ないで抱きしめた	I hugged you without looking to the dark

ドラマを見るのが好きだった	I liked watching dramas
甘いハッピーエンドに浸っては眠るのが好きだった	I liked falling asleep immersed in their sweet happy endings
窓から差し込む光とそよ風が朝を教えた	The bright light shining through the window and the breeze taught me what mornings felt like
此処に無いもの此処に居ない人	If only the things that aren't here, the people who aren't here
凍った床のワンルームから連れ出してくれたら	could take me out of this studio with its frozen floor

甘いエンジェルヘイロー	I bit
噛んだ憐れなアノニマス	your sweet angel halo, a lamentable anonymous
幸福の定義さえ覆るほどに薬漬けでも構わない	Even if I overdose hard enough to turn the definition of happiness upside-down, I don't care
夢を見たいだけだ	I just wanted to dream
もう嫌んなったの全部今はひたすらあなたと	I'd come to hate it all. I felt that now, I earnestly want to
もっともうちょっと居たいなって思った	be with you for just a little longer
暗いほうは見ないでキスをしたのさ	I kissed you without looking to the dark

間違いなくあなたは私の天使だった	You are unmistakably my angel
光差すバルコニーから手を伸ばした	Light shone from the balcony as I reached for your hand
掴んだんだ、確かに	I grasped it, surely

今際の際にてとろけた哀れなサクリファイス	In your last moments, it melted, a pitiful sacrifice
幸福の定義さえ覆るほどに綺麗なその瞳に	Those eyes beautiful enough to turn even the definition of happiness upside-down
全てを奪われた	took away everything
もう嫌んなったの全部今はひたすらあなたと	I'd come to hate it all. Now, by your side, I earnestly said
「いっそ、天国が見たいな」って笑った	"I want to see Heaven soon," with a smile
暗いほうは見ないで飛び立っていくのさ	I'm going to fly off without looking to the dark

Gallery[]

Trivia[]

There are 11 messages in morse code shown throughout the MV:
- at 0:58 there is written "MOTHER" in morse code
- at 0:59 there is written "MYDAUGHTER" and "WILLNEVERCOMEBACK" in morse code
- at 1:01 there is written "FUCKINGGODTOOKHER" in morse code
- at 1:15 there is written "IFORGOT" in morse code
- at 1:29 it says "IMAWA"
- at 2:01 there is written "FORGIVEMEMYANGEL" in morse code
- at 2:15 there is written "WHYDIDYOUCHOOSE" in morse code
- at 3:07 there is written "I LOVE YOU", "I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT" and "AGAIN" in morse code